Friday, 11 July 2014

The Mental Wasteland

Eliot’s ‘Wasteland’
A state of mind
For this modern man

When thoughts lead me down a labyrinth
When emotions set sail on dark course
Then I am in the Wasteland
Chemically and neuronally
So that the ‘Presence of God’
Has left my side
(I might have been a child in ‘His’ garden)

Here in the Wasteland
Cogs and spring lie at my feet
Remnants of that which unwove a rainbow

Nailed up here and there
Written on planks of wood
Are laws and statutes
Decreed from On High
(The ivory tower or the mountain)

You may peruse them at your leisure
(But expect no answers here
To slake your weary thirst)

‘I myself am Heaven and Hell’
Said the Sufi
(I say that Heaven is to think no more of Hell
And Hell is to think always of Heaven)

In the wasteland
Great millwheels turn
Sluiced through
By many a stream
Of foetid, brackish water
Ceaselessly turning
Yet yielding no wheat

As I walk
I perceive great scars
Riven ‘cross the ground
(The divided self)
Some are so wide
That you could be lost in them
(Though might a healing balm one day be dropped
From Heaven to seal the breach?)

The Anima is seen through a mirror
Inflected in a hundred guises
(Where she walks
The dry shrubs burst into flame)

Here is a door which has no lock
And may admit no key
You try to peer over the horizon
For sight of the promised land
But the Wasteland borders nothing
And in walking you get nowhere